There's always a star that always shines so bright in your eyes. There's always a star that you always hoped to see every night. There's always a star that you miss each times clouds appear to be between you and the star. There's always a star that you wish will notice you're loving it. There's always a star that you want to be with for eternity~
And so does this girl, Byul. Everynight, she wished upon the starry night, that the star she admires will realize it's biggest fan on the earth. Before this, she had several stars that she liked. But, most of them never notice her. They just gave their back on her. And in the end, she realize they aren't the star she seeks for.
She promised to herself, to never fall into any beautiful shines of stars anymore, coz she's tired of crying alone to sleep, remembering how arrogant they ignoring her. But this time, her heart was melted again with the amazing shine of this new star. She never saw this kind of star.
Each time night comes replacing day, she will wait for this star to appear. When it appears, she'll feel secured, feel lovely and happy, although the star never realize her existence. Byul never minds, coz not realizing her, is a bit better than ignoring her. When dawn is arriving, Byul bids her farewell in whispers to the star, and welcoming the star to come again the next night.
The star, always shine brightly, giving the happiness to Byul. She always wants to keep the shine in a bottle or jar, so whenever she missed the star, she could open the shines she kept, to cure her loneliness.
But still, having one-sided feeling, is not enough. Byul can't do anything about it. Sometimes, Byul was depressed about this, for she always hoping the star would shine only for her.
The day comes when she realized this star actually belongs to others. The star and it's owner, admires each others. Byul's heart feels like being ripped out. She could barely breathe. By that time, she thought to herself whether nobody knows her existence, or does she so tiny that makes her nothing to exist in this not-so-big world.
Byul can do nothing but hoping. Hopes that at least the star talks to her. Hoping the star would knows there's a little girl always wishing every night for it. Hoping that her love will be accepted.
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